2012

It's 2012.
My hope is that this year, I will not lose sight of God and what He has called me to do on this earth.
I have been such a hypocrite, just beyond imagination..
and I've lived my share of Godless lives, chasing after emptiness, blinded by the world.
But as Jesus clearly wrote, No one can serve two masters. No one can serve both money and God. I realize, in God's sight, how disgusting is it to weigh the heaven and His grace, and what He has in store for us, and compare that to what the world has to offer.
I want to be more forgiving, giving, loving, caring and gospel-sharing person.
This year, will be the end of my highschool career, and the start of college life.
I do not want to get sucked into all the "we're young, let's live it up" but really know my priorities and fix my eyes on Jesus and Him alone.

I don't need another mission and retreat to help me set my goals and priorities straight.


All of my life, even as I turn 20, has been about me, me, me, me, me.
And I'm disgusted.
I want this year to be the year of denying myself and carrying my cross daily.
I love Jesus and I love God more than anything in the world.

Let this year be the year to glorify God in all possible ways and stop following the culture.

4th acceptance!

1,3,4,5 All inn!!

except for #2 but thats ok.

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피___피

You know it's like..

It's like you want to tell yourself that you remember
You want to say that you haven't lost it completely yet
But

the fact that i want to convince myself means I've lost it.

And, I can't find a place for me in any of the world.

I just procrastinate, procrastinate and drag drag drag..

#3 In

#1 P : In Honors
#2 P : Defer
#3 N : In Honors

And I will not be deceived;
All the good and perfect gifts are from above.

Thank You

busy busy

Everything won't work out the way want you to 

because what you think is best for you and what really is best for you

are so different.

Thank You for:

my life

my family

the world

my home

my dog

the hope

love

forgiveness

salvation

the Bible

your Son

education

food

freedom of will and choice

the new life

If we claim that we're Christians

Why do we curse?
Why do we listen to secular music filled with curse words?
Why do we only pick certain parts of the Bible we like and abandon everything else?
Why do we love the world more than Christ?
Why are we lukewarm?
Why are we judgmental?
Why do we surround ourselves with ungodly people?
Why are we insecure?
Why do we not evangelize?
Why are we not confident in our salvation?
Why do we love brand name clothes and bags?
Why do we try hard to impress others by our looks?
Why do we not wake up in the morning and think about Jesus?
Why are we not walking in the Spirit?
Why do not fight against our sin until we bleed?
Why do we not sacrifice ourselves for others?
Why do we not weep for the lost souls?
Why do we study for self glorification?
Why do we sin and have no guilt?
Why do we justify our sins?
Why do we not read the Scripture?
Why do we hate?

Why do we not care?


Revelation 3:15-17
"I know your deeds, that you are neither cold nor hot. I wish you were either one or the other! So, because you are lukewarm - neither hot nor cold - I am about to spit you out of my mouth."

Matthew 7:24
"No one can serve two masters. Either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and money."


It's time to wake up... myself included.

#2: not so good

#1: accepted
#2: deferred